The Men Who Buy Me
They don’t pay for sex. They pay for time they don’t have to pretend.
3 days ago5 min read
The Letter
I was certain I was right. I was ill. Here’s what it took from me.
Jun 84 min read
Why I Write
I write because silence started to feel less like privacy and more like disappearance.
Jun 63 min read
The Trade
What's worse — losing your life or losing yourself?
May 35 min read
Maintenance Dose
You weren't chasing a high. You were chasing baseline, and paying for it in blood.
Mar 167 min read
Jock (Emeritus)
You reopen Grindr and confront the relic of who you were: confident, desired, blissfully unaware of collapse coming.
Feb 156 min read
The Bar
You wanted an upgrade. You got hardware and a new way to hate your body.
Jan 287 min read